So it's almost 2AM and I can't sleep... So I figure I'll post. Mostly everyone who knows me knows I love books and have recently reconnected with that love in an... unhealthy way. Yes I've become obsessed with one in particular... mostly because it isn't over yet so it's a current topic. Actually... I'll talk about this obession later, I've JUST heard information from my cousin who I invited to Anime Expo. Quite frankly she made the trip stressful but this was months ago and since she lives in another state we haven't spoken much. Now! This issue started a couple weeks ago when my mom came back from visiting her dad who told her that my cousin told him that I said I hated him. The main issue is I never said I hated him. What I did say is that he annoyed me in the fact that he's sexist. What I didn't include because my little cousin was there is that I don't think he is a positive person to be raising a daughter because of his sexist nature.
1. This was girl talk... why would you go back and talk about it??
2. Why lie?!
 I let this go, I'm not going to get upset because my little cousin is bending my words to a cousin that I don't even see anymore. Now his mom who is my mom's sister and my little cousin's grandmother just went to dinner with my mom. Now my mom comes back and asks me why my cousin deleted me on Facebook. I don't look through my friends list very often and they don't notify you so this was total news to me. I check and sure enough I was deleted and blocked. As I said she came back from a trip we spoke a few times all was friendly and then life started again so we haven't spoken. Things were friendly! I don't understand this craziness.
Apparently this little girl is trying to shed a negative light on Anime Expo, like she didn't have fun... maybe because she realizes that I'm TOTALLY NOT LETTING HER COME THIS YEAR. She made all of us uncomfortable and annoyed the living daylights out of me, and I love this girl so I don't know. Apparently this has to do with the fact that as a member of the AX group she was required to bring some kind of snack. I myself brought granola bars, water, and stuff to make sandwiches with. Now I told her this several times, it's a way to save money so we didn't have to waste money on the overpriced con food and hotel food for snacks, she agreed and when she came over to my house had NOTHING so I offered to take her to the store the next day to get stuff when we get there what does she tell me "Oh I didn't bring my wallet." SHE HAD THIS PLANNED. Okay fine, you don't want to bring food, that's up to you but the fact that she DID eat the food that we provided irritates the living daylights out of me. Also she seems to be irritated that I tried to coach her on ways to find better deals during the con, which I didn't do much because after the first day of trying to explain my methods she ignored me and I gave up.
Yes, yes I'm posting about silly drama but this kind of stuff is annoying and needs to stop. We're family for goodness sake and if you have a problem with family it needs to be addressed. Now I would have contacted her with this new information but seeing as how it was rather late already and she has school in the morning... I don't think that would be a good idea. None the less I needed to vent this to help me sleep. Maybe I'll post tomorrow, I do have quite a bit on my mind and it'll make up for not posting as of late. Haha. To be honest it kind of feels like the who situation with my old friend again, someone I care about hating me for a reason I don't understand and instead of coming to me and trying to fix what is wrong they want to push me away. I don't want a repeat of that.